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Saturday, June 18, 2016

Puzzles and Passions

In the last few weeks, I have been amazed countless times. I've been amazed at the creativity I've come face to face with; I'm amazed at the amount of exhaustion facing our school as we are giving everything we have to give; I'm amazed at the beauty of thunderstorms and sunsets; I'm amazed at the huge hearts held in the people around me.

You know when someone carries something in who they are and although you can't quite put your finger on it, you know you want it? Like when there's a sparkle in someone's eye that just fascinates you. Or when you experience the immense heart of someone you just met. Sometimes it's even getting to put a face to a name you've heard often- that by hearing that name so many times, you just know there is something about them that you want to know.

I think something that sets people apart are passions. When someone holds a passion, they live differently. When someone has a passion, they talk about it.  And when they talk about it, an emotion is sparked in you (whether positive or negative) that then makes you come alive. Sometimes it's about social justice. Sometimes it's about kittens. Sometimes it's about a significant other. Sometimes it's about singleness.

But you know.

The passion you have- no matter what it is- is a significant piece of the puzzle called life. Although you may never have all the pieces, your piece could be the one that helps fill in a problem spot on someone else's puzzle.

Take a moment and imagine if someone else had the puzzle piece that you needed, but they never shared it. You would never know the way to fill in that part of your puzzle.

My point is, every single person is important for each other. Whether you make people step up and think about politics or if you make people slow down and think about the adorableness of baby animals, you have a voice and there are people longing to hear it.

If you would like to be praying for my school and I, we will be leaving in approximately a month to road trip over to California for a midterm outreach. (15 or so hours in a car with 15 people is a long time!). Also, being halfway through the school, we are all feeling it; prayers for us as a whole as we continue pouring in everything we have in order to learn the most during this time.

God bless and love from me,
Erin

Thursday, June 2, 2016

Future of Forestry!

Writing music is hard. Music theory is somewhat confusing. Having Biblical foundations in anything is increasingly difficult in today's society. Not quite knowing where you fit is frustrating. Having dreams of big things yet not knowing how to take steps to get there is discouraging.

On the flip side, having people sing and develop a song you wrote is empowering. Music theory is like opening a brand new palatte of infinite color combinations. Having Biblical foundations in anything is pivotal. Not quite knowing where you fit in creates an opening for many friendships to be created. Having big dreams and not knowing what steps forward to take is empowering in the ability to try close to anything in order to make dreams reality.

I'm still trying to figure out why I'm attending this school. I'm not sure where I'm going when I graduate. I'm not quite sure where I'm going in life. Yet over even the last couple days, I have gotten to see that even in my confusion, God is still the answer. It sounds so cliche, yet it is probably the most true thing I have ever said.

When I start losing track of my thoughts or my mind gets distracted by any number of things, my focus comes back when I have my life put into perspective. When I try fighting the Lord on what I think He should do, He puts things back in perspective and renews my resolve that He is the answer I need. In reality, He is actually the answer I've been seeking the whole time.

Yes. I still don't understand things. My mind still wanders and races and I don't understand things. Yet through it, I know that it is okay I don't know everything. It's okay that I have questions.

I am also looking at/praying about/ debating about making a cross country road trip happen sometime in my future! If you have any suggestions of places to hit, places to stay (I like people!), or any other suggestions, feel free to let me know!

Also. If you haven't heard of Future of Forestry (the band) you should look them up. Their music is pretty great. Go watch this video!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BgLZZViOV2A
We got to write a song with the lead singer, Eric Owyoung in class. It was super!

God bless and love from me,
Erin